I just wanna jump in here and say that I'm still not entirely convinced Elcyco isn't just screwing with you guys for a laugh. I mean that comment about me being 'lost' and 'letting god win' was a pretty clear provocation. I just didn't rise to it because I'm not really interested with feeding the troll.
Not that trolling is bad! By all means, have fun. I've just got better things to devote energy towards than someone having a laugh at me.