[Mordelicius]

Baby,

I just want to say this to U. He's just going to hurt U. He doesn't care squat about U. He's just going to use U then leave U. You're just a sexual object to him. When you're no longer 'pretty' or 'attractive', he will dump you so fast.

Last year, when U were begging your heart out, was there any love? Who did he picked? When you were down and out, was there any concern for your mental welfare or feelings? Why? Because U were drinking/drugging so hard, you're no longer 'hot' to him. No, I can't bear someone using U like this. If it's anyone else with genuine love, I'd be very happy for U. But for an obviously, selfish, self-centered snake, no.

Before Valentines Day, he gave out an interview bragging about his GF without any sensitivity about you. He also says he's moved on with definite finality. Were U important to him? No, U were drinking so hard, you've gained weight and your 'pretty' face was puffy and melting b/c of all that poison. There was no cause for concern whatsover for U. That hurt U didn't it and sent U over the cliff? Why else would U make me your unwitting Valentine the next day (at that point I have no idea at all).

Then to make matters worst, he made the dumbest video of all time to seal the coffin, disparaging U as a worthless, despicably ugly, vestigial, needy and disposable parasite, left to die in the end. That's how he really views you. Not a person but a lesser being and a nuisance (just watch it again). Why? You're so downtrodden and emotionally broken, drinking and drugging too much, you're no longer valuable in his eyes. Watch the video again and again. You're not an equal, you're at best a (hideous) pet, not even human. That's U. So much for the BS 'altruism' and 'humanism'. Who the hell does that especially when it's obvious, you're already on an emotional meltdown??? Who??? Who??? Name me anyone in the world ever???

If we hadn't lucked out and met each other in the most silliest of situations (U making those corny posts and my mind solving puzzles subconsciously) you'd still be chemically dependent right now. Would he blink? Bat those eyes? Observe you? Was there any point were U special to him when you were practically dying off these drugs? I'm 100% sure, he won't even notice because your looks are already so degraded. That's right, you were dying. Dying. Your eyes are all swollen from crying, and your cheeks puffed up and sagging from all these drinks. You had to wear sunglasses to make it less noticeable. All I can think of is Amy Winehouse and Billie Holiday.

Now, flash forward, months later. The hideous worm, left to die in the box, has magically transformed to someone mentally and physically pristine and beautiful again. Not only that, she's musing mysteriously about a Space Romeo. What does a narcissistic asshole think? It's all about him, of course. Does he have any hand in it? No, for what's it's worth, you're already 'wasted' in his mind, why bother?

No, this guy has no care for U. He only cares about pleasuring himself. When you're all used up, he will leave you so fast. Where is H now? Where? 'Decoupled'? Sure, that's a term for people with no real feelings (coined by Gwyneth Paltrow/Chris Martin).

So, please, please, please.? Don't fall for this trick and trap. Look at him, he's acting so red-faced, ridiculously lucky for nothing after doing those hurtful, careless, degenerate and vicious things. Walk away. I don't want this guy hurting U. I'm 100% sure that's what's going to happen. U are just P**** to him. If he really cares for U, he would have left H a long time ago. He picks and chooses based on looks. And I'm pretty sure he can't wait to get U drunk. That would be too easy. No, baby, please don't let him play and use U like an object. Please, don't fall for his ploy.

I don't want his ego tripping jerk hurt you. U were nothing to him when you were on the ground. Now you're chemical-free, with regenerating mindset/confidence, full of zest, life, vigor, pep, energy, and back to being a goddess, he wants a piece. The whole 'rotting', deathly ghoulish animal-freak he discarded months ago (keep watching that revelatory video).
That's not something you do to someone you truly cared for. He said it's so disgusting, nobody is going to see it twice. Get it? Read the S_ _ _ _ _ interview linked on his T just two weeks ago. The word he used is that what do you do to the 'thing' still attached and dependent on you? That's U when you're out of it and in shambles, abandoned, left to die inside a box. U have no value. U expect me to believe this complete turnaround in a couple of months? Much very less a couple of week even? BS. U are being played.

Please, walk way. U are being used. No, I don't want U to feel that much pain again. Remember our song? Have I nothing but concern for U?

Please, think of it carefully. There is no love whatsoever from him.

When you were drunk/drugged/chemically imbalanced, spouting those sweet things to me. Was it that kind of love? I'm sure it wasn't.

When we were making those 'celestial' posts, U punctuated it with a song that would remind him what he lost. Was it that kind of love too? I'm sure it wasn't.

Please, don't let him use U. Don't give him anything. He'll just hurt U when he finds something more 'attractive' and beneficial to him and to him only. Where is H now?

Please, walk away before it's too late. If he can characterize you now as a worm/freak/parasite at your physical peak, what will U be when U are older? U will be treated like a used up refuse.

I want U to be happy, not hurt.
Wasn't it my goal to restore U?
Didn't I promised I'll protect U?
I protected U from yourself, I'm protecting U from this slick snake.
<3 M