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2003-07-26, 05:03 PM | [Ignore Me] #31 | |||
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i used to do that exact same shit. like when i was walking on the sidewalk to my friends house a few blocks away, i'd always have to step on the same number of cracks with each foot, or else i just felt really strange
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2003-07-26, 08:07 PM | [Ignore Me] #34 | ||
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I have some of the same problems as you Onizuka.... if you say.... touch your left arm... do you have the urge to touch your right one afterwards? hehe. I do...
Well other than those little fidgity things which don't bother me too much, I think I have bi-polar depression..... don't have too many friends.... I feel down for sometimes no reason at all.... and I'm all but isolated.... (my own fault *sigh*...... dropped out of high school...) Oh well.... going to college in september... going to try and change myself.... maybe get medication for the bi-polar..... if that fails.... I will probably become suicidal... I'm so bored and alone...... going to take it out on some TR with my lasher and mag...... |
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2003-07-26, 09:04 PM | [Ignore Me] #37 | |||
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Granted i am conservative, i feel that medication solves nothing, and can almost be forced on people with minor problems. While being bi-polar is a disorder, i can be treated without pills. Those medications can really effect you in subtle ways. I am not bi-polar and have actually never been depressed, but i know what those medications can and in some cases cannon do. In fact you even mentioning that you will probabley become suicidal is a big sign of depression. You defenitely need to see someone even for saying that. When people joke about killing themselves it is not a good sign, and you werent joking. Yes I remember that though, I would blink my right eye then i would have to blink my left and aggg im glad i got over that. You choose to isolate yourself, you choose to be alone and you know it. I have never even REMOTELY thought of killing myself. People without OCD don't really understand why "they" (people with OCD) do those things. Although, in most cases, neither do the people with OCD. Remember in the end it is you that has chosen to commit suicide, not your disorder making you do so. Please dont.
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2003-07-27, 05:09 AM | [Ignore Me] #38 | ||
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I do the blinking thing too........ are things like that even a serious problem? When I try to stop doing it.... and sometimes can't.... I just find it funny....
Yeah... I know being isolated and alone is my fault..... I never blamed it on being bi-polar... which... I only found out I was quite recently... but thinking back... probably had it for a long time. Anyway.... like I said... I will be trying to become more social..... more motivated when I go to college this september.... If that fails.... get professional help and take medications...... (which I am really scared of.... but more scared of killing myself.... so nothing to lose in trying them) and then try again. I don't know if im serious about suicide.... when I feel down.... it's really hard to see things changing.... I can't reason with myself very well when I feel like that. I do feel it is my fault that I got in this situation.... also my fault if I can't get myself out of it...... but if I do kill myself, I think it will be at least partly to blame on my bi-polar..... since I feel hopeless to change anything.... and thats a symptom of it. If I felt every single waking moment that this is how the rest of my life was going to be like, just as I do when I am depressed.... I would kill myself for sure........ Thanks for responding.... appreciate it. |
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2003-07-28, 01:12 AM | [Ignore Me] #41 | ||
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just an fyi: anti-social does not mean someone is shy, or that they don't like people. it instead means that they feel they are perfectly justified to commit crimes (robbery, assault, murder) because they believe that people (society) owe them something for some reason. what you guys are talking about is avoidant (you avoid social encounters)...
oh, and I took some internet psychological analysis a couple months ago and found out that I am paranoid/avoidant/obsessive compulsive/borderline. talk about problems . edit: just took the test again and got: Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Very High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Very High Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Very High Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: High
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2003-07-28, 12:27 PM | [Ignore Me] #43 | ||
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Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Moderate Antisocial: Low Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Moderate Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: High not bad at all exept for OCD. but i seriously wouldnt put any wait in these tests.
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2003-07-28, 01:31 PM | [Ignore Me] #45 | ||
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Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Very High Schizotypal: Moderate Antisocial: High Borderline: Low Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: High Avoidant: Low Dependent: Low Obsessive-Compulsive: Low Whoa, that was pretty accurate, im not really that paranoid, I just tend to be violent twards things I don't know about (probly explanes all the guns).
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